Drama-Again

Well Justin broke up with me again last night! He's so ridiculous! He really doesn't make any sense. Like I was with him all weekend and we were fine. I spent like $50 on him cuz he told me he didn't have any and he'd pay me back and I trusted him and I love him so I did it for him. Then I called him last night and we were talking and everything was fine. We were joking around about stuff and then he started being mean to me, which is starting to become a usual thing for him now, and I was like quit being so mean to me I didn't even do anything and he was just like no whatever. I was like I'm serious I'm tired of you being so mean to me and then like out of no where he's like its over. I was like are you serious he's like yeah I was like no really don't mess with me. He was like I'm not, I don't wanna be with anyone, I don't wanna be with you anymore. And I started crying and he started yelling at me and was like don't you start crying. I was like what do you expect me to do you're breaking up with me. I was like why are you doing this to me again and he was like I don't have to give you an explanation. I was like please tell me you're just joking. He was like it's over we're done! and just hung up on me! and we haven't talked since! He's so stupid! I'm just wondering if he was on something last night. All weekend he was messed up on pills and being drunk. And I still stayed with him. I didn't even care cuz being with him was more important than that to me but I guess it wasn't enough. Guess we're really not meant to be together which really sucks cuz I really wanted to marry him. But I guess I'm not good enough for him!