"yeah"

Well, I talked to Justin Thursday. We talked on the phone for about an hour. It went pretty well until right before he hung up on me. He says he's not doing drugs anymore so that's good if he's telling the truth. He finally told me the truth about messing around with some girl the first time we were broke up and that kinda hurt my feelings but it doesn't matter now. He also told me he slept with some girl while he was drunk- we've been broke up for 2 weeks and he's already slept with someone! He said it only happened cuz he was drunk-like that makes me feel better but I guess it doesn't matter anymore either. All that aside, I think he misses me more than I miss him. lol How ironic. He made the mistake of calling me baby and I told him not to do it again and he didn't. But to get back at him I called him baby and he kept telling me not to do that. I was like why do you miss me? "yeah" and you still care about me? "yeah" and you still love me don't you? "yeah of course I do, shut up" And we both agree that Rascal Flatts was like our band instead of a song and we agreed that it sucks to hear them. But I think I'm really getting over him. I am ok with us being broke up and its a good thing cuz I know I don't deserve to be treated the way he treated me. I'm better than that. So now I'm just gonna take each day as it comes at me. I don't have to have a boyfriend to be happy or complete. I can do it on my own.